Doa Anak Negeri

66 tahun sudah kami menjalankan hidup di atas nama Merdeka, tapi Engkau tau bahwa kehiupan Bangsa ini belumlah seharum yang sepatutnya.

Kisah-kisah yang tak layak masih menjadi cerminan Negeri,
aku tau masih hanya protes yang bisa ku berikan, bukannya belajar untuk membawa Bangsa ini maju ke depan.

Bahkan tak ingin menyia-nyiakan keringat yang tlah tertumpah dahulu untuk dapat mencapai kebebasan seperti sekarang.

Tapi masa lalu adalah awal, masa kini adalah hasil sementara, dan esok adalah tugas.

KepadaMu ku berharap penuh, untuk Indonesia yang baru tumbuh.
Sebagai kaum muda dan pewaris Negeri kiranya kami bersatu, bukan untuk saling mengadu mulut. Sebaliknya, menggunakan mata, hati, dan prestasi untuk melepaskan Bangsa dari kecamuk.

Aku cinta Indonesia dan ini doaku

Deasy Sagala
17 Agustus 2011 pukul 11:14

What do you expect as a civil servant agency?

Being a civil servant is never become my dream job since I was taken a school and begun to created my future goal. Otherwise, when somebody asked me about the reason which made me taken a civil servant test, I haven’t yet found an answer because I have never think about it before.

If I am asked what do I think about civil servant and is it enough better for nowdays. I could not said that it was already well done because I personally have to confess that there are still much problems regarding to civil servant quality both personally and skill-knowledge. So many opinions stated that our civil servant are useless and non-qualified workers and so on.

Those made me less respect about civil servant, even when I usually seen most of them are less productivity and tend to just worked without by having a working-purposed. But I believe that beside such as problems which I mention above, there are still some  civil servant whose really have a good attitude and knowledge.

And now, when I am being as a civil servant, all of those hesitations and troubles seem like hit me and force me to answer by myself. The judges which I have gotten about civil servant become a challenge for me personally.

Thank to Almighty God, due to Him I could get a good chance to be one of the winners of BKN (Badan Kepegawaian Negara) civil service agency on 2014. I realized that so many others willing to take it and I am so grateful could be the part of BKN family. Particularly, it was done through the real competition. This is my first time to taken a test and so suprising to knowing that I was be choosed after through some steps or I called as the real competition.

Then now, I am asked myself, what do you purpose as a civil servant?
By realizing that question, I challenge myself to be a qualified either a good character or skill-knowledges which I using to be a better generation. It is quite difficult at all.

April, 13th 2015

Just taken time to realize and I found that I already walked away from Him.

There were so much blessed I got, It should be to praise and worship Him.

Usually, I remember Him when I felt down and it was wrong at all. I know it but I did not care about it.

I am so crazy when I left Your Way in me.
I though that I was so a good human, not at all.
However, I am only sinner who did not aware His Love for me, even that was rarelly to said thank for all those bless.

And tonight, I am asking my self, do u really Love and Believe in Him? If yes, why it so hard for you to come to Him and discuss your life to Him. If not, why u said by your mouth that you are reedemed by Jesus Christ? 

Jesus love us purely and moreover He said us by calling "Friendship" even we are never become to be.

But, I always need You, my Savior.
I won't promise anything cause I am only sinner and it does not changed as long as I life by according to my own mind and hearth.

(Deasy Sagala)✌