Dear friends,
It was long time to share story here, anyway this time I just wanna write I have felt so far for at least 2 months I worked as civil service agency at BKN, East Jakarta.
You know, I never dream to be a worker in government institution at all, however, my destiny said others, and I could not changed cause it was happened. But I do not want story about it, I mean telling far about how could be as or not.
Anyway, I have to confess that there are still so much problems regarding to our bureaucracy which quite difficult to be solved moreover it seems like no solutions to be found. May be you asked, how i could said that, but I think we all know about it and no need to explain further. According to above, as a worker who to be payed by country, it so bad to found such a fact, sometimes I confused to so many rules which to be made by government but some of them have not yet well done, even blur at all. But I do not mention any of them.
By realizing such a fact i mention above, I asking my self how much biggest the part of civil service agency to make it better, at least they are not only have the identity as workers for government and society but also could give contributes such as forces themselves to be a high-quality both knowledge and attitude, however not only worked straightly. So much bad views of them by society, such as non-qualified workers, the people who only spent much budgets, who do not have an quality, even they always be compared to private workers who known so much better. Then many get underestimate to them and so on.
I just become a civil service agency since March 2014 and before that I have worked in private institution which has a high-profile. By knowing those facts makes me felt down and thought all those true or some were may not be.
But I do not want to be the part of civil service unqualified and useless point of views, even though now i am surrounded some of such a kind like that, it does not mean i should to be, whereas, i need to demand my self not to follow somewhat which must not to be imitated, i am willing to be a good workers and pursue my goal then rally the whole of ability to serve either to country and society. This is my goal and hopefully God always give me a strenght to throught it cause i am aware it never be easy to make it happens and doing well, that always be obstacles and i won't give up.
I HOPE SO!!!
June, 19 th 2015/Desi Handayani Sagala
